Where am I?

Wow It's been so long... I am no longer familiar with the format of Blogspot. I'm sorry for my absence. I'd say my silence was due to the madness of business ownership and Graduate degrees but that wouldn't be entirely true. Months ago I let someone down pretty badly. Someone I care about. A lot. I understand, in retrospect, that it was related to a series of mis-communicated intent and un-communicated frustration that eventually boiled over into something else. After failing so horribly; I realized that every time I posted here I was pretty much writing to her. When she told me that she didn't want to hear from me, that she (rightly) chose to be friends with people that wouldn't treat her in the ways I had(n't realized I had) been treating her...it was like a light went out. No will to write here. No need to share hilarity in this setting because she wouldn't read it anyway. ... :( Anyway, it turns out I'm the LUCKIEST person in the world. I will try my best, in all of the eccentric ways I have, to do a better job at life. yesssss