I have no friends and this is why

Me: k, if you could have ONE magical creature actually exists AND living in your house right now...what would it be
Him:Living in my house? That's hard

Me:I KNOW!
Him: Cause, I mean, I love dragons but I don't really want one IN my house
Me: what about a dragonET!
!!
http://images.elfwood.com/art/r/s/rstewart/dragonet.gif

Me: one of those would be kind of cool.
Him:I thought of that too
Me: according to Anne McCaffery they make great pets
Him:I thought it was kind of like cheating
Me: intelligent. and teleporting... dude they're totally real fantasy creatures

Him: Then dude. Fire lizard.... egg. gotta still be an egg so I can bond with it properly
Me:...
Me: yessss
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but then I found this guy. And changed my mind... he's so lonely.

http://www.bearskinrug.co.uk/_articles/2006/01/26/the_donestre/hero.jpg

I had a blog once

... you might say I had a bad experience.
I had someone go a little (for lack of a better word) "weird" on me. He started reading every post as if I were writing it specifically to, for, and about him.
He was 50 years older than me. It was awkward. And invasive. And it made me want to delete everything I'd ever written online (I did) because I didn't want him reading my life.

But I liked having a voice. Having it taken away from me was more upsetting than I realized it would be-- I deleted the blog, because I felt like anything I wrote became his property. Like I couldn't speak without turning my words over to him.

So.
Lets try this again.

I wish I'd kept all that writing. It's gone now. Maybe it will come back. I remember there were penguins... lots of penguins.